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January 16, 2008

Seen enought to know that I have seen enough

Sometimes I just want to let loose with the rant about all the shit that is hitting the fan, just melt down like my namesake did during the Season 1 finale of Sports Night.

Her speech (paraphrased):  It's not at the ring cleaner, you idiot, there's no such thing as a ring cleaner!  Gordon broke up with me, which is just the latest in a string of humiliating situations this week.  But I can handle that- I can handle it! But this, this is just the living end!  I have seen enough to know that I.have seen.Enough!  I want one good thing to happen, one good thing before the day is over and I will be the judge of what is good.  One.Good.Thing, I swear, that is all I am asking for...

y'know, except that instead an engagement that just broke off and me trying to run my TV show after my managing editor has had a stroke and sublimating my need for control into shopping for and attempting to use a very complicate piece of camera equipment that is just blowing up in my face (literally) I have the upcoming conference for which no one seems to be on the same page about communicating the registration and agenda details, and for which I am expected to be the liaison for my group but am not invited to any of the planning meetings, and I have a house that needs cleaning and laundry that needs done and cooking that needs cooking, none of which I seem to be able to summon up the energy to do, and I have psychological evaluations ending for one child (culminating in the reports and the medication/group therapy/individual therapy arrangements needing to be made in a way that violates the time-space continuum, what with the waiting lists of months and month in combination with the need for treatment Right Fucking  Now) while the testing process is just starting with the second, and Oh,  yeah, I guess I should make appointments for my own self before I either run out of meds and/or get so nervous about the rest of everything that I forget to eat and end up passed out on the floor from malnutrition.

I just want one good thing.  That's all I'm asking for.

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